Sooooo.. the summer course at the uni ended, and I can be kind of sad because I failed it, but, I already got all gloomy on Friday and being like that won't change my course's result, so I tried to cheer up a bit on Saturday (even though I was tired and rather stay at home)and.. well it kinda failed, because definitely I can't dance music that I don't like, even if people has the kindness of taking me to dance ==', sorry.. so today I woke up in blank because I had a weird random dream that was totally like 'wth?! this was really random!'
sooo.. what did I dreamed in my sleep? well.. I dreamed with Hyde, yes, Haido-san. Now, mostly any girl who likes jmusic would know who he is, so if you are one of them you would be like, what's weird about that? he's a handsome guy, why not to dream with him? (well, if you like him, if you don't, obviously these doesn't applies)and no, is not the type of dream you imagine ¬_¬..
I dreamed I was at the typical crappy comics convention at my city (the only fun is going out with friends and buy pocky and to see if there's some cool merchandising.. the rest is crap) ok so I was alone, with no friends (weird because I just won't go alone o.O) and I found this stand selling original Hyde cds from Japan! from Japan! there aren't any cds from Japan at these conventions, so obviously I joined the small crowd there buying one cd, and then suddenly appears a small guy with reddish hair between other 2 big guys, and the small crowd turns around, and surprise! Haido-san is with us! it was like something never announced because of the little crowd, nobody knew he would appear, and less there among everyone just with the bodyguards or managers or something like that at his sides, and he started signing cds a bit scared and disturbed by the people's reaction, so I was like I have to get an autograph too! no one like that ever comes here! but then I couldn't find the cd I just bought x_x and for some strange reason I had a notebook and struggled a bit between the people to get an autograph too, so I got him to sign inside the notebook even tough he was like angry and tired from all the people with a ò_ó face, now the weird thing is that I had a camera in my hands just like the notebook before, and Hyde kind of with signs asks me if I want a picture and he has no more that angry face, instead he looks a bit happier and starts smiling, so before I knew it he took the camera (wich I didn't knew I had in my hands @_@)and he took the typical pictures artist-admirer together, then he looked at the pictures in the camera and gave after that he gave me back my camera and I leaved really dumbfounded, I was like: 'wth just happened?'checked the camera pictures and I felt happy and couldn't believe it was real, but at the moment I was planning to copy them to the laptop at home I started thinking it was, but well, then I woke up and realized it wasn't real, just as I thought before, and instead of feeling happy or sad because it wasn't true, I felt really confused, like, what up with that dream? I haven't even being listening any of his music recently.. I haven't even being thinking of L'Arc~en~Ciel.. maybe it was a random way my brain wanted to release stress from my latest frustrations, I don't know, but certainly weird dreams are made of this.. and who am I to disagree?... xD

*Note: Because of this I'll be drawing jrockers (maybe it was a message of 'you have forgot all of your old ideas!' xD ), right now I'm drawing a Johnny Depp picture, I'm having troubles with his face :s *





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